The hatred in the girl's eyes... She couldn't help but fear it. "Bitch," she had insulted, the coldness in her voice. She shivered. She was the queen of the negaverse; she could not fear a girl that had not live even a fraction of how long she lived. Then why did she feel her knees buckle as the girl came closer? ~~~ "And where is the good in goodbye?" - Brian McKnight "6, 8, 12" Forgive Me and Forget Me: Chapter 8 By Eternal Angel Usako9@hotmail.com http://www.geocities.com/crescent05 We pass each other Day by day Hello Good-bye And joking I Love Yous My heart aches Your laughter becomes louder If only you knew My I Love Yous were true A hug A touch I don't want to let go But sooner or later You say "I gotta go" And then you leave Leaving me to reminisce Another girl in your arms Another hello from your mouth Injustice I must say I smile I laugh I'm dying inside No matter - My love for you is still there Simple reminders Around me everywhere Drown me in pain Hello I love you Goodbye I gotta go Smiling we go our different ways As I grieve ~~~ "Usagi!" A voice from behind her called out to her. The blond turned her head around, laughing softly. "Don't worry about me Rei, I know what I am doing." The fire senshi was shocked, and confused upon hearing the name. She knew for sure she was calling her, but Rei... the name was so... "Beryl, I shall not have your tormenting people." With that, she pulled the crystal off the chain around her neck easily. "I hope you rot in hell." With that, she raised the crystal high above her. The crystal worked with its princess, as a transformation began. Her servant dress slowly disappeared as a white silk one reappeared over it - gold lined it. Her hair was brought up to two odangos, as small droplets of pearls were in them. A crescent moon then appeared on her forehead, completing her. "Goodbye." With that, she collected energy from around her and harnesses it, and attacked Beryl with it. Beryl accepted the attack, as she disappeared into nothingness. Usagi looked at her, as Beryl seemed to softly say, "Thank you." Everything then went black. ~~~ Darkness... Sinking, emptiness. Loneliness. A stranger to the world. A world so much better - Because she was not in it. Bitterness. She was not in it. Her love was off, Possibly bounded with another. Her friends thought her nothing But a person they push around. Everything hurt. Numbness... Numbness... Death? Ohh she wished... Numbness... She was losing herself into the pain. Pain... It then racked her body. Everything hurts... ~~~ "So, how is the girl?" The King asked, as Iris looked somewhat frustrated. "She's fine, just used up to much energy." There was as sigh of relief as the queen looked at the girl again, "What's the matter than?" "She's full Lunarian your majesty... and full terrain." Iris said, as the queen looked at her confused. "She's -full- Lunarian, meaning she's has pure moon blood, but she is also a full terrain. The blood do not mix with each other... its like she is two different people in one body." The queen looked at her still puzzled. "She has royal blood. From my readings, she is -your- daughter." The queen fainted. ~~~ Paralyzed... A sea of water... Floating, floating... No more pain - Only eternity. Drifting away softly, Ohh the warmth! It comes to heal her... The light, It shines so magnificently. She tries to reaches it, Only to be torn away from it. The pain then rips her soul, Her heart breaks ones more. Pain, throbbing pain. As she opens her eyes wide. She was alive. ~~~ Opening her eyes, she was surprise to see a large number of people peering at her. "You're awake!" A voice exclaimed. She concluded that was Minako. "Why wouldn't I Minako?" She said, the girl at her look confused, as she wanted to hit herself in the head. 'Dummy, you're on the moon, not on earth!' She looked around and drowned into the eyes of a prince. A smudged looked was on his face, as if he was saying, 'I knew it.' She was beginning to feel surrounded as the door opened revealing the Queen and King. The others piled out; as the only people left was she and the two royalty. "Are you my daughter?" The Queen asked rather bluntly. Usagi stared at her in surprise. "Iie, I'm not your daughter." She said, as the queen began to cry in the arms of her husband. "Girl, I don't see why you are denying this. It's making your mother cry so much. Princess Iris already did numerous test, and it's true." "I'm -not- your daughter. In an alternative reality I was. But I am not in this reality. You never gave birth to me. You will never give birth to me. I am nothing more than a cloud passing by. I just want to reassure that the future is beautiful, and then I can leave." She said, as the queen and king was taken back by her words. "You never had a daughter." "But... you are of our blood!" "I am also a Terrain. Did you see the Terrain blood in me? I also have parents that gave birth to me on Terra. But that was in the other reality also." What she said was true, they muse. Iris has also seen that her parents were not only them. "I just want one request," she pleaded, as they nodded. "Take me to see Setsuna." ~~~ Entering the gate, a loud voice boomed throughout the misty space. "Only those who are worthy may enter..." The mist disappeared, as a dark haired senshi stood in front of a gate. "Stop, no trespassing." She exclaimed, Usagi smiled, looking at the senshi before her. Pluto looked at the girl who smiled to her. There was something about her, she looked at her, and was unable to see who she was. There was no future or past for this girl. It was like she appeared through thin air. "Who are you?" "Well Setsuna, I'm Usagi." Setsuna looked at her closely, grabbing her hand and examining it. She then looked up, her eyes looking at her in shock. "You can change the future... you mustn't go through." "Why mustn't I? I am not evil." "I can't let you go through risking the fact that you might cause the future to collapse." Usagi laughed, "Ohh Setsuna," she mused, "You are force to let me through." With that she raised a key up in front of her, saying softly words, which caused it to shine brightly, "Split the heavenly sky and open the door of time! Lead and protect me... onward the road of light!" With that the time gate began to open beyond Pluto's control. "One day, Setsuna, you won't be so lonely," she said softly, and disappearing into the light. ~~~ She dropped from the sky with a sickening thud. "Ugh, last time I take the portal express." She muttered darkly lifting her head up to look at her surroundings. She looked around in total horror and heartache about what was truly around her. Destruction. Total emulation. When she had come back to the moon kingdom so long ago to see the destruction that Beryl had caused, it was not compared to the site before her. Death creped around her, grinning evil at the toll of people he had stolen all around her. She could help but sob. The present was so wonderful, so beautiful, but what had happen? Walking throw the dead, she looked around. The kingdom walls barley stood, it was broken and batter, beyond compare. Tears rolled down her eyes. 'Was this the future I have caused?' Continuing to walk along, she looked around, the sight of the dead still lingered in front of her. She could not help but feel sick, but she forced herself onward, walking the titled floor that was blood stained. She then instantly looked around, as if she was too see something there. Her eyes then caught the sight of something that made her scream, "Oh Kami!!" She exclaimed, as she rushed over to the corpse of her parents. Searching for any type of pulse, her hands shook wildly. There was no pulse. There was nothing. Only the sounds of sobs as she sobbed loudly. She had gone to a future that had no future... All because she thought it was for the best. She continued to cry. ~~~ Ahh, the one, two more chapters to go and I'm done. Yah!! Whatcha think, pretty dark? 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