Kunzite… You were my savior when I went to France. I was lost and all alone… But there… I found you… You were sweet, kind, and everything I needed… You filled that lonely space within my broken heart. You made me forget… But I can never forget… For some reason my heart would not let me. And now, I feel so out of place. I love you but still… My heart still aches at the smallest fact that can be so heart shattering - You're Not Mamo-chan… ~~~ 'Missing My Baby'- Selena (1st Verse) You're always on my mind, day and night When I think of you, everything feels so right Well, I often think of the happy times we spent Together and I just can't wait to tell you that I love you (2nd Verse) Time keeps passing by (you're not here) I feels so all alone When I don't have you near, but I often think of The happy times we spent together and I just can't Wait to tell you that I love you (Chorus) I'm missing my baby, missing my baby I wanna hold you tight and never let you out of my sight Missing my baby, missing my baby I gotta feel your heart beat next to mine Gotta feel it (feel it) 2nd Verse Chorus Thinking of you is all I do, it's the next best thing To being with you and baby- Hey Gotta have you (have you), gotta hold you (hold You) Gotta have your lovin' (I gotta have you) And tell you that I love you And I really miss you (I miss you) Chorus I miss you, thinking of you You're always on my mind ~~~ Lonely Lonely Heart Chapter 7 By Lelu and Eternal Angel Etlchsieh@aol.com, Usako9@hotmail.com http://cherryblossoms.cjb.net/ ~~~ He smiled cheerily as he drove to work on the sunny morning. Everything seemed so perfect. The sun was shining. The birds were singing. He was singing - ^^ The sky was clear. Children walked hand in hand with their parents. Friends talking as they take a soft stroll. And lovers were walking together on the road… And that brought a frown to mar his smile. 'Lovers…' He wondered if Usagi had gone so far with Kunzite as to…to… He couldn't finish the thought. Actually, he could. But he didn't want to. The thought of his Usa-ko becoming that intiment with a guy would drive him crazy… or at least more so that he was but now. Usa-ko was his, and even if she had… It didn't matter… it would not matter… he would still love her, no matter what. He had waited so long for her… he had never felt the want for someone as he did to her. He sighed, as he looked up upon the building that was his life the past years when Usa-ko had left him. There was but a meeting today, and Kunzite would be presented there also. What would they do when they saw each other? Act amiable? It would be nice little charade…but sooner or later, Kunzite would begin to question him. And then, when he found out how close he and Usagi were… Kunzite would probably force him to stay away from her… 'Away from Usa-ko?' The realization hit him. Hard. It would be impossible to live with out her. It was like taking away air from a man. Impossible. It would be like a death stroke. He needed her. He couldn't function without her, weather or not she knew it. They had been together for nearly 14 years now…more than half their lives. He knew that… That what? Usagi had already moved on. She had found a new partner. A dark thundercloud could practically be seen as Mamoru rode the elevator to the top. And when the doors opened… Shoulder-length silver hair. Piercing light blue eyes… It was Kunzite. The President of their company. And so while everyone else on the elevator scurried to get away, Mamoru stood there calmly, un-knowingly eyeing his 'competition.' "Hello." The first word had been spoken by Kunzite. "Hello, Kunzite." Cold, formal words…For the man that had stolen Usa-ko's heart. He stepped out of the elevator. They were nearly the same height, but Mamoru had an inch on him. "How are you?" "I'm fine…and you?" Oh, so they were going for polite? Mamoru knew that Kunzite was sizing him up, too. It wasn't hard to miss, the blue eyes narrowed, and scanning him, up and down. He could only imagine what Kunzite was thinking. "I'm fine, Mamoru." And then, the conversation was off, and they had decided to talk about the designs of the new buildings that were being put up. 'So,' Mamoru thought, 'I guess that this is how it will always be…Completely talking about work, and never about the woman that means the most to us both…Usa-ko…' And so they left to walk to the conference rooms, exchanging ideas and prices, ignoring the fact that both men, although Kunzite did not know it, were in love with the same woman. Usagi… ~~~ Usagi walked into the building- the building she leased with Setsuna- and climbed up 3 flights of stairs. It was quite odd, really. She should have been tired. After all, she had been up until 5AM talking to Mamoru on the phone… But she wasn't. Surprisingly, she was awake. Very awake. She felt…rejuvenated. Like she hadn't felt since… She blinked, and stopped, her leg in mid-step. Like she hadn't felt since…she had lived with Mamoru, 2 years ago… She hadn't felt so happy since she was… In love… With… *Him*… 'Oh no…Oh no, oh no, oh no.' It couldn't be… She couldn't be… She shook her head furiously. 'Oh god…no…it's not true…' It wasn't possible. She had Kunzite…and he was everything to her. *Everything* Her brain fought an argument with her heart, as she continued to trudge up the steps. 'You're over him. You've been over him since you walked away 2 years ago…' 'Kunzite is an excuse. You know that you will never love Kunzite as much as you loved Mamoru.' 'Kunzite will always be there. There is no doubt where his heart lies. Mamoru, on the other hand…you can never tell.' 'But wouldn't you be willing to take the risk? The risk of being…the happiest woman in the world?' She shook her head, clearing all her thoughts. She was determine to focus and business today- not her love life. Finally reaching the top of the steps, she pushed open the door and walked briskly, past her secretary and into her office. Setsuna was there, waiting for her. "Usagi-chan, a friend of yours called today." She raised a suggestive eyebrow. Usagi grinned and thought, 'You see? Kunzite does care! He probably called to say that he loves me. He always did that in France.' Setting her briefcase down, she said to Setsuna, "Really? What time did Kunzite call? Was it very impor-" Those green eyes showed amusement as she interrupted Usagi. "It *wasn't* Kunzite. It was another man…Mamoru…?" Usagi's eyes grew large, and she whispered, "Mamo- chan?" A rich laugh. "'Mamo-chan'? Why, Usagi-chan, getting pretty friendly with they guys around here?" "Of course not!" Usagi snapped. "How dare you even say so! You know I love Kunzite." The last part she whispered, to basically console her beating heart. "Sorry, Usagi-chan! You knew that I was just kidding! And besides, I know about Kunzite and devotion to you! Geez…All I want to know is who this 'Mamo-chan' is! And why he has such a personal nickname!" Usagi had never told Setsuna about Mamoru when they had met each other in France… "And if he's cute or not!" She thought that it would be best for some secrets to stay secrets. "Is he single? God knows that I need a man in my life!" She didn't want Setsuna to know Mamoru. Setsuna was a woman of the world, and she could conquer any man. "Hey, Usagi? Usagi-chan, are you listening to me?" Green eyes peered intuitively at blue. "Hai…" She said softly, as she spoke up, "It's just…" "Mamo-chan… he isn't the man for you…" she said quickly, as Setsuna stared at her in surprise. "And why is that?" "Because… I…" Her voice broke, as she took a deep breath. "I use to be in love with him…" Setsuna stared at him. "And I still might be…" She began to retell the story of years ago and what had drawn her away from her home. ~~~ ::sighs:: Another great chapter done with! Yay! Ahh, the nice e-mails I've been getting! Please, send more! And, please! For those of you who aren't happy with the Kunzite and Usagi thing…::points finger at EA:: It was *her* idea! ~Lelu (blinks) nani? (innocently) moi? I would never… hehehe… but think about it this way, the response about it is exactly what I wanted… and it gives a better atmosphere for the story… (sighs) anyways, Kunzite is my short term obsession – I love Helios now… but Chi Chi refused to add him into Just My Love… (sobs!) hehehe… --;; *eternal angel