unresponsive
betrayal
your cold eyes
a stone heart
stillness
no more longing
despondency
undefined
phlegmatic
the path on the journey has been shut
the song, the song
it plays louder and louder
to remind me
of what?
something like two day fling
to make me suffer
the hard glares of hate
what was once is lost
but it's too hard to forget
too hard to leave alone
I
you
no more
cold glares
a bewildered state
unresponsive

*christina*

Don't look at me that way,
It hurts too much already.

Forget about our past,
The future is still ahead.

Don't tell me those lies,
I know that you are only mistaken.

Forget about the memories,
You can make more.

Don't hold me tight,
'Cause you are going to let go.

Forget those sweet nights,
They are now filled with pain.

Don't hope to see me tomorrow,
I need to leave.

Forget me,
But I promise, I won't.

*eternal angel*

The darkness is magnificent,
The light is nearly drowned,
I struggle to move on in life,
Despite the breaking sound.
Tears always fall, from my heart
Always there to stay,
And no matter how hard I try to move on,
They will never go away.
Four small words,
That's all it takes,
And the tears forever stain.
Laughing, crying, living, dying,
They always come with pain.
But I've survived it all in the years gone by,
And still remained.. the same.
And because I have, I now see.
There is something by *far* worse,
Than what I thought as pain.....
One cold look,
One broken promise,
And the world comes crashing down,
The dreamworld fades,
The fantasies end,
And my heart breakes into a million peices....
Never to be found.

*jade*

no more us
there is only
you and i
no more love
just a hearbreak
and a
shattered dream
i
still
love
you
but then again
you don't
it's like saying
those three words
to an empty wall
no responce
no acknowledge
of hearing so
just silence
loud silence
that makes you want to scream
i
still
care
but you don't
why care for someone
who doesn't
care for you
idiotcy
i know
to know that you
care
for someone
who doesn't
care
i
still
want
you
but it doesn't matter
i want
but i do not have
i
miss
but it doesn't matter
missing you
has caused
a
deeper
sharper
knife to stab me
whenever i see
you again
i
want
to
forget
but i can't
and i won't
my heart
won't let
although i scream to
i
still
love
you...

*eternal angel*

Make a wish on a falling star.
I don't understand why you left things the way they are.
Countless days of joy and laughter.
Filled with love and hope thereafter.
How could you break the treasure we shared?
Still I am confused by the way you stare.
I still love you.
I still care.
So I wish for you all the love my heart can bear.
"I don't love you."
"I don't care."
That's all you ever say.
I am here to tell you that we will be some day.

*Miriamele*

I used to think,
When I looked into your eyes,
That I saw love,
Where there used to be nothing.

I used to think,
When you laughed at me,
That it was teasing,
It could never be hate I saw.

I used to think,
The fights we had,
Were heated arguments,
Not tearful matches.

I used to think,
That you cared about me,
That we'd be together always,
And you'd never betray me.

I used to think,
I could live with anything,
So long as you were there,
To guide me through.

But then, I used to think,
That I could change you,
But I can't,
Because you've left me all alone now.

And I can tell there was never any love in your eyes,
That you always laughed at me,
That the fights were real and hurtful,
That you never cared for me.

That I can with almost anything, but this.....
I can't live with this pain you gave me,
I can see I never changed you one bit,
You're still the same as always.

Still the same heartless jerk I always thought you were before.

*jade*